I wish I could just shave it off.

To put it lightly I dislike my hair.

If I could change one thing about me, it would be this hair of mine.

My mother and sisters all have super thick nice hair.

I think I used to, but that eating disorder of mine took about half of the hair I had, 

and it has never been the same since.

I chopped it all of once.

It was necessary.

At the time I hated it, but when I look at some pictures of it short, it wasn't so bad.

I have been trying to grow it out ever since it was chopped.

So for the last. . . .  5 years I suppose.

It has grown.

But it still really bugs.

More often than not, {as of lately} this is what my hair looks like.

I throw in the braids on one side to try to liven things up a bit.
But my hair isn't pretty, and is getting on my last nerves.

I have been thinking of cutting it, but I am afraid if I did I would cry myself to sleep each night.
But then look at these girls short{er} hair.

Minus Selena's bangs, I'd feel too awkward with those, their short hair is cute.

Given I wish I had this hair, and someone to do it for me everyday too. . . .

I need to face the fact that I don't, and probably never will.

So I need some help please.